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Dearest Joe
gheykid

I've got a million and a half songs for you... "It's the only way I have learned to express myself..."
Well fuck me. So. I did it. I guess I fell. It was bad enough when I realized this last night and now... Well now things seem so fragile. What the fuck have I gone and done to myself? I knew this was coming. I could have stopped it if I had tried harder. Didn't think it would be so sudden, so painfully obvious. Letters are easy. Letters are safe. Or not. So. These last two days have been both wonderful and terrible. I've greatly enjoyed seeing you face to face. I had hoped that maybe I wouldn't like you so much. But that wasn't the case at all. Gee.


I'm missing you so much, I'll say you died tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know these times are hard and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around?
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I see it more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

And I'm wasting away, away from you.
And I'm wasting away, away from you.

What have I gotten into this time around?
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello

You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

You gave me butterflies (you are so you)
at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
[x4]

What have I gotten into this time around?
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
You had me at hello
You had me at hello


So FUCK. Haha. This is absolutely fantastic. This wasn't really what I wanted. I think... Well I think a lot but I think I could've been ok alone for the rest of my life. It's not big deal. I was dead inside. I thought I killed all these things that make me weak. And it's really not fair that all of this had to happen. I just don't seem to have the words... It's just raw emotion.


And I don't do emotion, atleast I haven't in so long. It's like drugs, you miss them until you have them and then you realize that they just make you feel like shit.


Please don't mind what I'm trying to say 'cause I'm, I'm being honest
When I tell you that you
You're part of the reason I'm so set on the rest of my life
Being a part of you
You tell me what you think about being open,
About being honest with yourself

'Cause things will never be the same.

So I guess I'll see you, I'll see you around
I'm spinning while I'm falling down
Now you know why I'm begging you to stay

And don't waste time getting to the point, 'cause I'm, I'm patiently waiting
For your next phone call, your next excuse for losing sleep again
Tell me what you think about being open,
About being honest with yourself

'Cause things will never be the same

So I guess I'll see you, I'll see you around
I'm spinning while I'm falling down
Now you know why I'm begging you to stay

'Cause I can't stop it now
It's so amazing how
I know I cant, I could never walk away

How can we resolve this now
We let it go, and wonder how
This can never be the same
Can never be the same

So I guess I'll see you, I'll see you around
I'm spinning while I'm falling down
Now you know why I'm begging you, I'm begging!

'Cause I can't stop it now,
It's so amazing how,
I know I cant, I could never walk away.

Please don't mind what I'm trying to say, 'cause I'm, I'm being honest.

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